I've never ever been to paradise.

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Pssht. Just because I happened to flip through love photos on flickr, or I've recently become addicted to catchy love techno songs on youtube, doesn't mean that I've actually fallen for anyone. I mean, just because when I see some sort of love scene on TV and think of a certain boy, doesn't mean that I actually like him, right? Or the fact that whenever I get a call or text on my phone, and I instantly wish it's him...It's just coincidence, is all. Anyway, there's absolutely no reason for me to like him. We're just friends. Friends who like to get together on the weekends to hang out. That's what it's always been, and it isn't supposed to get complicated with emotions. And sure, I've posted about our situation here, but that just only reassures the fact that it's simple physical attraction. He isn't interested in anything more and all this nonsense is just utterly a waste of time. I'm positive that even if I did have feelings for him, I am probably just desperate to fill this gap of loneliness in my heart. See? Glad that's settled.

Now, if only my heart can just stop racing like this and believe that...