Saying farewell would be a lie.

I'm in the recovery stage of my strep throat terror. I can manage talking and even swallowing, so I am finally able to drink water. I've lost about 15 lbs (not an exaggeration), which I know I will end up gaining back when I'm healthy, but it just sucks not being able to eat. (You may notice my subtle desires for cupcakes in the inspiration picture :P). Oh, and since I missed half of last week in school, I'm probably going to have to focus on not straying behind. *sigh* At least my health is improving...

Your softly spoken words release my whole desire.

My cold (apparently, I have a confirmed case of strep throat) is truly sucking any sort of motivation for beauty right out of me. I can hardly stand getting dressed in the morning because everything seems to have lost it's sparkle. I can even feel the loss of bounce in my step. Rather than spending my day dreaming of dressing up and attending Wonderland, I feel an incessant need to search for someone to sit and let me lay my head in their lap, so I can be reassured of something. I don't even know what, but I want a sort of reassurance? Perhaps just a friend to pet my hair while I regain strength, not expecting a drawn out conversation or anything (my throat hurts too much to swallow, let alone talk), but I would enjoy the company. Notice, even in times of exhaustion and sickness, my need for attention and affection is ever more present. I'm too tired to explain myself further, but I'm sure you understand the idea.

P.S. A forced inspiration collage. I found the first picture best represented my crash of elegance, the second showed my need of acceptance and fear of loneliness, third was a delightfully strange version of a favorite tale, and the fourth was just absolutely adorable.

C'est quoi ta position favorite?

Nobody's business if I walk, talk, make love.

Sorry for the lack of posts, and I'll be sure to return comments soon! I'm just taking a break from AP Government reading (surprisingly, it is very long and incredibly annoying, despite the fact politics fascinate me).

I am been absolutely exhausted lately! No matter how much I sleep...and it's not like I do rigorous activity. Maybe it's the weather, we've had 60+ mph winds and a fire not too far away so it's been a mix of both warm and chilly air. Perhaps I'm dehydrated...I'm having such difficulty in drinking but none in eating? (Of course.) Worst of all, I feel like I've lost weight in my chest, but GAINED everywhere else. Completely shameful, really.

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When things get too heavy, call me helium.

Such a shame that during this weekend it finally began to feel chilly, but it's supposed to heat back up by Monday. What a tease! I am not sure, but I believe that after days of stress and worry tossed in with the sudden change in weather, I have gotten sick. One thing for certain though, WebMD's Symptom Checker is incredible. It helped me figure out the difference between strep throat and just a common cold. Supposedly, I've managed to catch strep throat. :( I've been laying around all day, watching television programs on paranormal activity, and just trying to rest, but my throat has only gotten worse. Oh well, I'll just have to get some juice and soup soon!

P.S. I tried being clever with the daily inspirational photo by incorporating a "cold" photo, and one of a model's version of lying down "sick". :P Can you imagine looking that fabulous even while feeling under the weather?

P.S.S. I did create a few sets for fun in Polyvore if you'd like to check that out :)

*drum rolls*

I am both honored and pleased to announce that you are now looking at the blog of an OFFICIAL FIDM student! I will be starting school this July on the LA campus (and probably living there too!) and I absolutely cannot wait. The interview went perfect...but I am positively drained and will probably go to bed early for once in celebration. Unfortunately I was so busy with preparation that I completely forgot to take an outfit photo. :( I'm sure you will forgive me though hehe. Good night!

Do not speak as loud as my heart.

My FIDM interview is drawing nearer (Thursday) and I couldn't be more terrified. If I don't get accepted...I basically have no other plan. I can't imagine doing anything else. Fashion design is my life, I have to get in. There will be so many opportunities...not to mention unlimited access to materials which I so direly need. I don't even know what to wear for it! Nervous nervous nervous.

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There's diamonds and pearls in your hair.

Monday has come and gone...is it the weekend yet?
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Today's Inspiration

Hey everyone. This weekend will be unbelievably busy. Not only must I study for an upcoming AP Government test (not to mention the billion of assignments that comes with it), but I have to get my FIDM application project together, balance my social obligations, catch up on fashion week...and more, but my priorities are whacked, and those are the only ones that come to mind, and my list is in another room. :P
Anyway, sorry for the rant, I hope you all have a fabulous weekend, see you Monday! ;)

P.S. Last chance to trade links~

P.S.S. Don't forget to visit Chictopia! ♥

P.S.S.S. Horoscopes can be so accurate, it's creepy! Here's today's for Geminis:
"It's hard to tell whether your life is getting simpler or more complicated. You have been able to create a lifestyle that allows you time enough for fun, but now things seem to be changing. Go ahead and grab an opportunity to play while you still can, for your job may not afford you so much free time during the coming weeks."
It's like, I have plans to "play" tomorrow, and I know that soon I won't be able to because I have so much studying to do! Ahhh, I love astrology! :P

P.S.S.S.S. Ok, last thing, I promise! xD I just found this list about "how to be successful". It's really great!

Today's Inspiration

Hello everyone! How is your day going? :)
Make sure to let me know if you'd like to exchange links~