Sunday, February 22, 2009

you and me are the disease and the germs are spreading.


I'm in such a strange mood, not necessarily in a bad way. Lately I feel like I've been living reality in my own kind of dream, everything is backwards and upside down, and I'm just kind of gliding through it all. Maybe it's because I'm graduating in June, and will be starting my life on my own in July...and everything now is just mundane. I'm here in my Neverland, simply waiting to escape to the next fantasy, to live the life I was meant to live. I'm very excited for the future, but as for the present...nothing feels like it's actually happening. I'm inspired by strange, unexpected, almost creepy things, and see beauty where people generally overlook. I suppose it's similar to the line "beauty in the breakdown". I feel damaged and yet...more like in my cocoon waiting to break out. I don't know, but I do promise I'm completely sober...just trying to figure out my own thoughts and feelings haha. xD

On a completely separate and random note; if you have twitter, follow me! :) Don't have twitter? You have to get an account, it's addicting and also a great way to network~

Another random note: 2 songs I can't stop listening to; Suffocated Love - Tricky & Book of the Month - Lovage. I feel like they really capture the weirdness of my mood :P

30 comments:

Erika said...

I'm so in love with these pictures. Especially the one with the roses. Your collages are always amazing - you're wonderfully talented!

UpperEastSider said...
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UpperEastSider said...

I always love your collages ♥

Here are 2 songs you may want to listen to:
Animals - Miike Snow
Miss You - Thieves Like Us
You can hear them here.

Dara Katrina said...

Inspired by strange and creepy? Look up Camille Rose Garcia

Syana said...

mmmm...I totally understand you're going through because I feel the same right now.

Anyway, I like the pictures ;)

Tina said...

the pictures are gorgeous! I'm graduating in june too but is hanging on the education by doing a masters next year, but after that i'm a bit lost...

ps, absolutely adores your blog, would love to exchange links if you're interested? :)

Hot Bot said...

I know that feeling. I'm kind of sort of feeling them right now; I've started [what I hope will be...] a new career.

And ugh.....I may have to sign up on twitter. I've been resisting.

Trish said...

Aww, love all the pictures!! :)

STEFANIE said...

I am feeling kind of strange lately and I don't know why! hehe oh well ^-^
Love the pictures! Where do you keep finding these?? :)

UberOriginal said...

Oh you are at a very exciting point by the sounds of it, but you must have that feeling of the unknown looming, you don't know whats in store for you? x

Valentine said...

I used to hate the "limbo" you're talking about-- being in between-- but I find that it can become very inspiring after a while... and I think its already working for you-- seeing beauty everywhere. :-)

xo
V

this wheel's on fire said...

i'm in such a weird mood too...very, um, weird :)

Dane said...

Oh I hope you figure this weird mood out asap.. but sometimes it is nice to dwell in something we dont truly understand. Something kinda bittersweet about it.

Love the collage.

rebeca said...

so beautiful:)

Sunniva said...

These photos are gorgeous! You always create such magical collages. And I know the feeling. I've felt exactly the same. I think it has something to do with great changes in ones life xoxo

agnes said...

"inspired by strange, unexpected, almost creepy things," I have been this stage too, it's crazy i know, and i know you will get out from this soon too :)

Dooder City said...

I love your collages...I know your feeling a little strange but I always feel a little down in February because I anticipate Spring! There is almost a stillness in February.

Rand said...

wow i loveeee ur blog!!!!+pics are AMAZINGGG
would you like to trade links?-if you want to
and thank you for your comment,,it makes my heart warm to know that there is someone who is tryin to understand me
unlike some of my friends..
xx

captivateme said...

sometimes a little neverland is not such a bad thing in our crazy little worlds! great post, as always :-)

Crave said...

Rocking photos as always!! Where do you come up with these?! Hang in there...the funk will pass!

Sol said...

I love both of those pictures at the bottom.
I have a similar feeling about the present/future. I just have great expectations, and i don't wanna be disappointed. Hang in there!

Cherie Cherie said...

i loved the bottom left picturee !
cute post :)

alexia

Bella said...

"...waiting to escape to the next fantasy..."

I love that. xxx

yiqin; said...

I really like the first one! Very unique.

Molly said...

i know what you mean, at the moment i feel the same, theres nothing to look forward to or that anything is happening...
i hope you feel better lovely :)
mxx

chocandcinnamon said...

U always do the most beautiful collages. Really adorable.
xx

Song of Style said...

those two girls look awfully cute withtheir bangs and the blue plaid shirt.

i.d. said...

Oohhhhh I feel like I need to jump on the Twitter bandwagon now too...

Philippa said...

Haha like it!

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