Wednesday, December 24, 2008

je vous veux mais nous ne pouvons pas être ensemble.


When I see you,
I ache for your attention
Crave it like a drug
Try to hide my envy of her.
When I am with you,
I don't want you to let go
You stimulate my mind, body, and soul.
I must remember, you don't belong to me and I don't belong to you,
You have the key to my heart yet I'm forbidden to give it to you.
This constant back and fourth,
Makes my head dizzy and my heart sore.

When I see you,
I'm overwhelmed with thoughts
Sometimes I feel utter affection
Whereas other times I feel annoyance.
When I am with you,
I feel content with the world
But out of sight out of mind.
I must remember, I belong to you and you belong to me,
Reluctantly I give you the key.
This constant back and fourth,
Makes my head dizzy and my heart sore.

What to do
when there is no fine line
between right and wrong
between lust and love
when you get so caught up
you loose your perspective
you loose yourself
and you know your options,
but you can't bring yourself to think about them,
since none of them will end favorably,
so you stall for time,
continue to accept mediocrity
and suppress your passion for another,
praying the day that it all back fires never comes.

Not that it really matters, but I wrote the above poem/rant. Can you guess the scenario I'm in? lol ;)


this wheel's on fire said...

WOW! your blog is so gorgeous!!

sammi-lise ^_^ said...

aww...honey, i know exactly what situation you are in...i am in it too!

Trish said...

Wow, this is really a good poem! :)

Nemerae said...

Your pics are a great source of inspiration :)

Cate said...

This is such a beautiful poem. I feel you, sweetie... The first paragraph... I feel you. This is love. I hope the situation resolves itself! I can about guess the situation you're in! :)

dapper kid said...

That image with the key is beautiful! Hope you're having a fab christmas dear :)

Hot Bot said...

Merry Christmas Michelle.
I hope things look up for you!

yiqin; said...

You're so talented! It's been so long since I actually wrote something!

Couture Carrie said...

Beautiful words and images, as usual! Love the bow tie :)

Hope you had a fantastic Christmas, Michelle!


Pietro said...

Thanks, joyeuses fetes a toi aussi!

Valentine said...

Omigosh. I can totally relate to the poem you wrote. Being in a constant back and forth.. *sigh*

Fantastic poems with fantastic photos to match (I want a striped bow now..)! ;-)

Ooh.. and before I forget.. I tagged you!


Matt Rowley said...

nice blog!

Krystal said...

I love poetry, it was my major back in the day x

Gerri said...

great poem!!!

Girl next blog said...

I love the poem and the pics. And the bow is just so lovely.

Your such an artist!


him said...

just lock him in and keep him in there

essenceanddesire said...

Very inspirational!
Happy new year Michelle!


Voodoo Child said...

Nice poem. I personally can't relate at the moment but I know people who have felt the same way.

chocandcinnamon said...

Great poem. Extremely beautiful.
And the pictures are also really cute.

Dara Katrina said...

ohhhh girrrllll, I am in the same dilema. total bullocks if you ask me.
your poem seems like a song, at least thats how i was reading it.

i.d. said...

I love the girl's bow tie!

Hope you had a lovely Christmas. Happy New Year for tomorrow! xx

Bella said...

Honey, it's lovely... sparks imagery and certainly defines the moment.

"Reluctantly I give you the key..."
Beautiful line.


Happy New Year...

Caroline said...

so beautiful!

STEFANIE said...

beautiful poem! absolutely.
oh and happy new year!

Aurine said...

lovely poem
dreamy pictures

sa said...

I love it ! Very creative ! That's actually really cool Thanks.